:::: the reasons for the reasons ::::

It might be weird to name your blog Reasons to Continue Living, right? It sounds as if you're gonna kill yourself but you had come across these reasons and at last you didn't commit the 'score:10over10' sin (refer to my first post, dummy if you cant relate the 'score:10over10' sin to what u had just read...sigh...) i myself noticed how weird and absurd it is to have my blog, my first blog named in such way. It is grim and dull; plus it sounds like this blog is meant for the ones who survived suicide or a blog targeted for the mentally-ill people who are thinking of committing suicide... well, it actually is... in fact i am one of them, the mentally and emotionally-ill people who had thoughts of going the easy way (not the ones that survived one...gulp) and it seems i recovered from that sense (thank goodness!) and realised that these reasons are not just made-up, it's true and factual and logical... the fact is, there are more positives in life than the negatives and all you need to do is savour it and live... yes, it might come a bit later and a bit less than everyone else's positive reasons, but you need to believe, that there is a shining part of yourself, just waiting to be polished, that there are people out there that accepts you for who you are and don't worry, that perfect and happy life you have been wanting to have, is just a few moments away from you and with a few miles of living your life like you should, you shall achieve it and hands down, no one shall interfere with that perfect life you've been drooling for... as everything happens, whether good or bad, you should believe that everything happens for a reason... for God believers of any religion, you know this as He had decided what's to come for us in the future (or so called 'fate') and believe me, karma does happen. Every sin we do shall be paid with bad consequences and the deeds done shall be rewarded with good things. So you better watch what stone you are going to step on, or face the consequences, you either sink or continue standing to step on another stone. Take life as a maze, a very, very, long and confusing maze waiting for you to go through it till the end. All you need to do is make sure you choose the right path so you won't get lost. How you may ask? that's outside my league fellas, as this is about your life, not mine... other people could and should not drive your ship of life (yes, you can make it a car, airplane, donkey or whatever you want it to be, as long you get the idea) because if they do, you're done for it man... as he or she controls your life towards extinction, they are going to turn your life upside down and if you have people controlling your life right now, and you are still dreaming of a perfect life, you will never achieve it even if you are already in your dark loamy grave, rotting. If that's your idea of a perfect life, (FYI, i paused like for an hour before i have the guts to write this...) i can't say anything else but its easier if you die because that's the easiest way to achieve that perfect life of yours. By the way, what I meant by people controlling your life is someone else than your own blood and only applicable for already-independent peeps… I don’t want any parent to come to me and said that I asked their children to go against them, sheesh, that would be bad…